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Monday, July 04, 2005

 
The day after arriving back from the Sounds I drove into town to drop off the computer to have the DVD drive replaced, and after a few miscellaneous errands, I picked up the photos I'd had framed.  It was late afternoon as I headed home, getting on towards evening, and I found myself thinking about the photos sitting beside me in the car; one of a kea, the other of Te Awaoteatua Stream.  I wondered what the kea was doing (probably still lurking around the summit of Avalanche Peak, trying to filch stuff off humans) and thought how, if I wanted to, I could park the car, walk onto the bridge and look down into Te Awaoteatua Stream to see the same twig bobbing next to the same small, natural weir, looking much the way I'd photographed it just 5 weeks ago.  The kea has probably been photographed thousands of times; its image must be sitting in computers and albums all over the world.  Long after it dies, after it returns to the mountain wind around Rolleston and the Crow River, it will still prowl its way around the globe.  And it will still try to stare me down from the wall, the way it stared straight into the lens of my camera as I lay stretched out on the rocks on Avalanche Peak the day after New Year's Day 2005.  The driftwood twig, however, will surely have vanished before the winter's gone—I'm mildly surprised it's lasted those few weeks—and I'm confident no one else has photographed it.  It's likely no one else has even seen it.

I realised that, sooner or later, what we think of as the "real" objects [1]—kea; twig and weir—will be gone, and the most immediate connections we'll retain with them will be their images: on walls, in albums, on monitors.  Eventually, even our memories will fade and disappear, outlived by those images.  As I mulled over the thought, I felt a kind of responsibility to the kea and the stream; in a moment of insight, I understood that often I photograph something at least partly to honour it.

Until that moment, the motivation seemed to have been unconscious, but I think it's been part of many of my photos.  Perhaps it explains in part why I feel uneasy about images that have been excessively manipulated; ironically, it might also be why some judicious manipulation can be not just acceptable, but desirable.  To manipulate an image so it conforms to popular (or, even worse, saleable) perceptions of what's attractive seldom honours the subject—by too readily destroying authenticity it says, effectively, "you're not good enough."  Conversely, a little respectful tweaking honours the subject by drawing attention to its essence.  Of course, some will argue that one person's respectful tweaking is another's excessive manipulation; some will even argue that manipulation of any sort is wrong because you can't define what honours a subject.  However, the latter would deny photographers the use of filters, of any darkroom manipulation—no dodging or burning, please; no toning; no local reduction, etc.—and, indeed, would place on shaky ground the use of highly saturated films like Fuji's Velvia or Kodak's E100VS, which certainly do not represent how most of us perceive colours [2].

However, the most important rejoinder is that we see with our minds; vision is a psychological process.  It's subjective; it's as much interpretation as perception.  What matters most is not what sort of manipulation was done, but why it was done—if the intention is honourable, the likelihood of excessive or cynical manipulation will be low.

I do accept that asking how a photo respects and honours its subject might sometimes seem irrelevant or inappropriate.  A good example might be that of photojournalists faced with acts of evil—in what sense would you want to respect or honour Robert Mugabe while his machines are razing homes and killing people in Zimbabwe?—but perhaps the intention is always important.  Why should I take this photo?  Or, having taken the photo when the situation precluded even momentary deliberation, how should I share the image (if at all)?  Maybe, in those hard situations, what we respect are those affected by the acts, and what we honour is truth.  Maybe, too, this is one way to recognise the difference between a photojournalist and a paparazzo.  And, in conclusion, I said earlier that often I photograph something at least partly to honour it; I can say also that sometimes I don't photograph something for that same reason.


[1]  Object or subject?  The former has connotations I dislike; the sort of connotations associated with "objectification": the reduction of something complex and wonderful to something simple and simply to be used.  The latter's not much better.  Both imply a dualism which demeans the ... er, ... object?  subject?  Ah, the delights of language...

[2]  The issue is greater than just oversaturation—these, and indeed all films, distort colours.  Each represents colours in different ways.  I've picked on Velvia and its Kodak counterpart because these are the most obvious examples.

Notes about the photos:  The bottom photo is ongaonga, New Zealand's tree nettle (Urtica ferox).  Those hairs are like hypodermic needles.  There's plenty of ongaonga in the Ruahine (although I photographed this near French Pass in the Marlborough Sounds) and I've been stung often.  After the initial pain subsides, it usually takes about two days for a residual numbness and tingling to vanish completely.  The middle photo I took just before dawn a few days ago, from the verandah outside the kitchen, and the top photo... well, I'm interested to hear what you think. 

Photos and words © 2005 Pete McGregor
  

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